i already hate this week. i wasted a good hour and a half of my day off on flickr. i don’t even know what i was doing.

my room is a disaster. when it’s not organized it’s hard for me to get things done.

i need to paint my nails.

this article is turning out to be a disaster since i can’t even start yet and it’s due friday.

i want to get my statistics grade up to an a so i can be exempt from the final but it’s kinda impossible.

i want to have a conversation with someone about how much i love my boyfriend without the other person complaining about their crazy ex boyfriend.

i want my friends back.

I WANT IT TO BE FRIDAY SO I CAN FINALLY BE AROUND LIVE MUSIC AGAIN.

1. Kevin Devine (35) 
2. The Get Up Kids (22) 
3. Ozma (13) 
4. Jack’s Mannequin (10) 
5. Motion City Soundtrack (6) 

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here’s a warning about me: i’m crazy.

i can never be happy, the littlest things upset me much more than big things. i just wish the people i love dearly could make everything okay with always saying the right words.

but that’s not the way that the world works.

i don’t want or need any of this in my room anymore, i’m willing to give it away!

+polaroid land camera (takes sx-70 film which i believe is discontinued but you can find ways around it so if you don’t mind spending a little extra $$ on film then you could get some rad photos out of this camera!)
+polaroid sun 600
+polaroid pronto land camera that also takes sx-70 film
+taking back sunday penguins tee, i know everyone loves this classic tbs shirt. it’s an adult medium but if that won’t fit you then you could always be creative and make something out of it! (claimed by bethany!)
+nikon nikkor 50mm 1:18 lens
+sigma 70-300mm zoom lens
+never opened headphone splitter
+a HUGE stack of phantom planet “raise the dead” album promo posters
+the oc game! (i’ve never even played it :( )

holla if you want ANY of these things!

i’m going c-c-crazy. no really i am.

mood swings are ridic. so far today i’ve gone from optimistic to angry to sad to bummed to just okay to ecstatic to uneasy to decent. i know that everyone changes moods…duh. but it’s just so drastic and intense. as soon as i get to one of the not good moods it starts the horrible cycle. the cycle of thinking of one bad thing and then suddenly EVERY bad thing. doesn’t sound fun huh? well it’s not.

every time i look ahead i get too scared to see what’s coming.

it’s not awkward to use lyrics from someone that i was convinced that i was in love with at the age of 16 is it? didn’t think so.

back on track. i’m so anxious and ready for the future but i really have no plan. i’m 98% sure that i want to move to jacksonville. it still shocks me. jacksonville hasn’t been on the top of my list for a few years but now that i’m older and that my aspirations have changed jacksonville sounds fantastic. orlando just sounds so typical. gainesville is too college like. tampa is just not gonna happen. i don’t want to go farther south, and i definitely don’t want to go to tallahassee. (nothing against tally but i’ve never wanted to go to fsu…ever! haha)

okay so i’m planning on moving to jacksonville. now what? i need to get my transfer stuff in order. then what? i don’t know who i’m planning on living with. my best friends already live in gainesville. i’m fine with having a random roomate that i’ll probably hate. there’s other options too that haven’t been discussed.

oh those options. the options that allowed me to make fun plans in my head without knowing anything for sure.

i just want to know. i want to know what the future holds. it’s still at least 7ish months away but i just want to know!

i’ve always had a plan. i’ve always had a friend that i planned on moving with. now those friends have moved on to living with someone else. it’s finally (almost) my turn and now i don’t have a plan.

telling tumblr isn’t going to help me any, i just need to speak my mind.

1. The Get Up Kids (56) 
2. This Is My Suitcase (34) 
3. Kevin Devine (15) 
4. Sherwood (13) 
5. Girl Talk (13) 

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i’m dissapointed in myself.

knowing that turning in my article with one source was not the best move i still did it. this was not an easy article to write and the source was not the easiest person to get information out of.

i’ve done so well with my other articles. my first two articles i turned in with confidence. that was different with this one.

i don’t even know why i didn’t try harder to get another source.

dumb.

i’ve been making too many dumb choices lately. i’m going to do really well on the next article to make up for it!

anofficeaday:

lonelytourist:

caitlineff / sunshinesong / bellavolta / pambeesly

6x04 - Niagara

that last shot is the shot that got me. i cried like a baby!

trisaratops:

hannahhh:

i wish there was a button you could press to make you feel okay.

There is, it’s called play.

that may be the most fantastic & true thing that i have ever heard (well read.)

i’m shakin’ at your touch 
i like you way too much 
my baby, i’m afraid i’m falling for you 
‘n i’d do ‘bout anything to get the hell out alive 
or maybe i would rather settle down with youuuuu.                                                                         but it’s true - you like me, i like you too                                                                                                                 i’m ready, let’s do it baby

weezer “falling for you”

my crazy thoughts are taking a break and it’s time for some much needed rest. tonight i’m feeling happy though. :)

i wish there was a button you could press to make you feel okay.